She said that I had three guardian Angels. One assigned to me before I was born. "GOD SENT", she said. The other two chosen by me throughout my lifetime. She informed me that they have protected me and given me luck but also that they wanted acknowledgment for their work. She said "seek confirmation in my spirit of who they are then praise them for continued protection." At 6am on May 3rd, I received the phone call that would forever change my life. My cousin, my brother and my protector, Chad Greenwood, had lost his life tragically at 35. At that moment, I was in disbelief, my sanity was shattered. My soul was hurt. The feeling was a darranged feeling that I had never felt before. My family surrounded me. I'm sure it was questionable as to if I was going to be okay. My sweet babies became nurturing and comforting as if they knew, "MOM IS NOT OKAY." They knew he loved to fish, it was our calling, mine and his. We have done it since we were born. So we loaded up and headed to the lake. My kids became my saviors that day. They helped me turn that day into a beautiful memory of Chad. But even more than that, I realized something else. I realized that my God sent Guardian Angel became completely obvious to me. "Chad - this is one time that I can say, from the very last message I sent to you YOU KNEW EXACTLY how much you meant to me. You knew the special place in my heart that was all yours. Not only because I told you every day, but moreso because I believe that YOU WERE BORN FOR ME." My guardian Angel. I am at peace with this. I have not lost you, I gained you as my guardian Angel. As I travel to Denver to celebrate your life, I know that you did not die in Vain, yet I am in peace knowing that you will forever watch over me. I love you! Love, Your cousin or QUEEN as you call it. Tia!
